I don't know why, but I feel as if I am standing on the edge of that well again and about to fall in. If it isn't that then I am so angry at everything and everyone for no reason at all. I don't even have words to describe how I am feeling. The diet has been abandoned and I am eating everything and anything and then feeling guilty about it after. Last week I was on such a high, everything was bright and cheery and the whole world was worth living for. Today it's like nothing matters, and it doesn't matter what you say or do, it isn't going to make a difference anyway, so why bother?
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